jOvi

Sucks

2010-06-21T07:58:00.000+08:00

her finger snaps and everything changes!

Rule: The FEMALE is never wrong
Rule: The FEMALE can change her mind anytime
Rule: The MALE must never change his mind without the Express Written Consent of the FEMALE
RULE: The MALE must remain calm and relaxed at all times unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry or upset
RULE: If the FEMALE is wrong, it must be due to MISUNDERSTANDING caused by what the MALE is did or said.

:)

2009-09-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

everyone around me is going away at once.

what a time to leave.....
not only that i've lost my soul.

time alone to consider

my way

2009-09-01T19:24:00.004+08:00

I'm always causing pain and misery for others,
I should just be crushed.

They say I lost my way..
I say
I lost my soul.

With tears and I don't know why.

where did it go to?

2009-07-22T13:58:00.004+08:00

Where did it go to?

I recall, i refer, i read, i think, i feel, i missed and i reminisce. Flapping through the pages and old entries of yours and mine, the old chapters back in time, only to see the bubbly you in my eyes. You were carefree without reservations and you carried the sweetest smile with you all day long.

Looking at me, looking at you i could only think and miss you even more. I know people always say, a year older, a year wiser. I think it's a year older, more responsibilities befall on your shoulders. How i wish i could lessen those on your shoulders, to see you smile more and carefree is all i wanted. Haven't been updating my blog because i couldn't pen down the things i felt and the things i feel now, and the past. Celebrations, gatherings, outings, pictures, videos and all the events happening were not the stuffs i would really update on, those are just materials and passing chapters that i can remember and i can recall, or even both of us sharing the same memories. Penning down the feelings is what i own my blog for. Now, i just feel heavy, not for myself but for you sweetheart. Day by day, i see the sweetest girl with a tired soul, a spirit that lacks its life, i pray and i hope things turn well soon and i hope it turns the tide for you.

I'm tired only physically and i'm wasting my mental strength day by day on the godforsaken 2years that i have to serve. These 2 years are not gonna change me, maybe stronger but it's still wasting the precious time i could venture, explore and develop the abilities or polish my capabilities. People say they become man, i say we all grow up in a way or another in the society. They say the 2years would make us strong but i say we all grow strong even without the 2years of service. Girls do go strong and theoretically and scientifically they are stronger than men, they can endure more hardships or pain better than man but without the service. So it's contradicting my, and within me the soul is dying to unleash yet in this very place it can only be caged, forsaken and forgotten.

I'm still me, and i'm still here for you. I know you missed the past, me too and i missed the old times where we were carefree and me being the 'care - less' one that you admired, i lost the shine and i lost the touch. Things gonna get better, for you i promise. Just stay strong and focused. Life will not be a waste for you're such a gem that's so precious to me.

Being 17 again, a teenager is what everyone wanted. But fret not, we shape the life we want it to be and i believe yours is gonna be great, definitely with me around.

Love

18 18 18

2009-03-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

18 18 18 18 18 18

don't you just love the number 18?

HAPPY 1 Year and 5 Months baby! This girl has been standing by me so patiently and is always so adorable and lovely! I'm learning to treasure my time now, and it seems to pass to quickly when i'm with you. Though i love waking up and seeing you by my side, I just hate it when its morning lol, it means another day has passed. Yet time and again, we're always doing something new each and everyday. Can't wait for these 2 years to pass quickly so i can dedicate more time to to you, family and work. There's so much more i want to do and so much more i need to do.

I'm always full of rants but i'm not gonna spoil this post since baby understands me most. I love you, and i demand more time with you my love. Work has been stressful for you, but hey stress is one way to build one's character and thats how we all grow. Be glad that you're growing and advancing faster and steady than everyone else. I'm always wishing for all the good things to happen to you, and the bad ones upon me. I guess thats why you're getting more of what you want =p I didn't neglect myself too, i got what i want, need, desire, and that's you. I love you precious.

Check out this retro peekture my baby did =p

And there you go, this is my another <3

18/03/09

2009-01-24T21:37:00.001+08:00

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

7more days

2008-12-05T05:32:00.008+08:00

And so.. it's like 6more days till army.
so little time yet so many more things needed to do.

the fear:
they all say life's gonna change during army
they all say time's too limited during army
they all say everything's gonna be inflexible during army
they all say you'll feel inferior during army cause you've got nothing
they all say..

Heck, but I'll be holding on, staying strong and hold on to the little wish i made upon the falling star.

When I'm down, all i can do is turn to the happy memories, when I'm sick all i can do is face the ceiling.

- But when you're down, all i can do is pray and hope the angels will guide and shine upon your darkest hour as the guardian angel is locked down
- When you're sick, all i can do is feel handicapped as I'm always the one taking care of you
- When you're alone, all i can do is wish that i had a pair of wings and stay by you, as I'm always there for you
- When you're stressed, all i can hope for is a magical baby laughter of a passerby's to brighten your day as I'm always the little clown for you
- When you're worried, all i can do is to stay strong and to take care of myself

I finally knew what kept me going on so far till today, i finally knew what happiness is all about:

1) It's when i plan for a simple day and coordinating every single detail to make our anniversary the best day of your life
2) It's when i walk into a flower shop having the thought in mind that the bouquet is gonna make your day
3) It's when i wait patiently downstairs a office building for the most beautiful lady just to complete her day
4) It's when i walk about in circles or get lost trying to make sure i get things done for the person i treasure the most
5) It's when i think about you every night before i get to sleep, trying to make sure i dream of you even in my sleep
6) It's when you fall asleep in my arms
7) It's when you cry over my shoulders for the first time that made me realized i was the pillar that's gonna support you for life
8) It's when i start thanking god for bringing you to me
9) It's when i give in and accommodate everything to make your day smooth and perfect
10) It's when i neglect myself and give up my wants/desire just to see you smile

AND

11) It's when i finally see a smile on your face, i realized it means more than anything

With that little dream of ours, I'll stand firm and strong to defend and fight for our goals and the house we're gonna build.

It's time my baby has her own personal space and time to enjoy, relax and catch up with old timers.

They all say people change, some beg to differ. But the fact is everyone's gonna change be it environmental forces or the growing up stage. Then again, living in self-denial, i pray for time to slow down, least i know everything's gonna be the same. With that in mind, i'll be living in a contradiction as the days out in the field/camp are gonna be slow paced because life's gonna be different without you and never the same as before.

If there's one more thing i can do, it'll be to spend my life watching over you and to tell you how much i love you each and everyday.

Be patient, for i know that 2yrs down the road my heart, my mind and my soul will still be loving you, and even more.

For the little dream of mine wanting to wake up every morning opening my eyes and seeing you right by my side... I'll be holding on.

p/s: i love you
p/p/s: stay strong and patient for me.

Alright, a post to soothe the mood. Although i find quite a number of them are true and VERY TRUE, some of them are false too!

61 things girls don't know about guys
1.
Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE)
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me.
"
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
*51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
(so true)
52. We don't like girls who are too skinny. <--- BABY YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO HAHAHA
53. We love it when girls talk about there boobs. <---- Honestly, which guy doesn't =p
54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
55. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
56.
When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually <--- I'm not too sure about this but most probably yes
57. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
58. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
59. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
60. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
61. The guy whom you can go to with anything, is the guy who loves you more than any other ever could. He'd do anything to be with you, and will always love you. When he sees you cry he wishes he could change the stars to make you happy. He would go to the end of the world for you and loves you deeply.

Bold Red = So true
Red = True
Green = Not that sure, most probably true! *Judge yourself*
Blue = It depends

Hua Yang Group

2008-11-08T12:18:00.001+08:00

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Please pass the message around, promotion starts from now till 12nov.

The clock's ticking!

2008-09-16T06:51:00.002+08:00

Breathless

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Birthday

2008-08-25T06:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI KAI BROTHER!

21st, and you're getting older lol. It's been really nice knowing you Mr. Nice Guy! Soon it'll be my 21st too =p

New Schedule and TO-DO LIST!

1) Accounting Classes
2) Dental With baby
3) Driving
4) Muai Thai Lesson
5) Muscle-Toning
6) Adjust back sleep timings
7) Learn to do, and not just say
8) Character building
9) To be a better man

I'm always wanting to shed off those fatty liabilities on my body, but i just don't have the motivation to do so. Now i have all the time in the world to start on it. First up will be to train back my chest muscles and then my slim tummy! DETERMINATION, DISCIPLINE AND ACTION INSTEAD OF SAYING. Okay, i'll do it for my own sake!

food for thought

2008-08-21T06:14:00.005+08:00

when you're old..

What distinguishes your lover's companionship and other companions?

What do you do when you're all old and weak, tired and sick of old happenings since you've already been through everything and nothing you do is new, wherever you go is familiar and everything you see is the same old thing. what lies there when there are no more butterflies in your stomach, and what brings the term 'till death do us part?"

Ever tried answering all these questions?

Finally in 3years, i have some free time for myself and think about what i want to do. finally i have my personal space to start pampering myself, lazing around, sleeping till late and for the first time, i ain't worrying about classes the next day. oh heck, i'll just limit my free days for afew weeks more.

You know what distinguishes an overseas university student studying in your home country?
YOU GET NO HOLIDAYS, YOU HAVE THE MOST 1 WEEK BREAK BETWEEN SEMESTERS OR AFTER EVERY MAJOR EXAMINATION WHEN OTHERS GET UP TO A MONTH OF HOLIDAY AND GUESS WHAT, THOSE HOLIDAYS YOU HAVE USUALLY ARE THE EXAM/WORKING PERIOD OF OTHERS. SO INSTEAD OF HAVING "HOLIDAYS", YOU PROBABLY END UP ALONE! WHEN PEOPLE ARE HAVING THEIR PUBLIC HOLIDAYS, I WOULD PROBABLY BE STUDYING.

Now, i guess only my classmates will understand how carefree we feel now. Meeting people anytime we want, doing anything we feel like and worry the least for classes the next day. I think i deserve some time OFF.

Now, i'm gonna dedicate my time to write up my little secret :)

Birthday celebration

2008-08-19T03:06:00.017+08:00

This overdue post, contains the sweetest memory of my birthday celebration.. at Fullerton, mini-celebration in MOS and of course, the best surprise home sweet home =p

Before i start flooding in pictures and less text, i would just like to say a big thank you to you baby! You stolen my 'virgin' celebration of my birthday with someone loving, and that of course doesn't stop here. I want more celebrations with you, more smiles and laughter. I truly appreciate everything that you've ever done for me, and I'm still trying to learn together with you and planning more surprises when you least expected it =p

It was 17th june, 6pm and both my sisters asked me "not gonna celebrate your 20th birthday? You're gonna be 20 in 6hrs time". Then i felt moody because baby told me she's gonna be late and at 11:15pm i was totally bored since baby said she will be coming over to count down with me. So i head to my sis room and played with the 2 babies at home. They kept asking me when you're coming and the more they ask, the later it gets and i felt even more bored lol. Headed to my room and messaged baby '30mins more to my birthday!!!', and guess what. My sister came in to my room and switched off the lights, and there she stands with my loved ones. My baby girl with my favourite mango cake lighted with candles. I paused, got stunned for awhile and i was totally dressed down, luckily i wasn't in boxers cause her sisters and cousins came over too lol. Thank you guys, and of course credits to my baby (she's all along downstairs in my living room and i didn't even know -_-).

Okay, for once you surprised me. And i was damn touched to see the cake, as i rarely celebrate because i felt that birthdays were just a normal day i head to clubs, invite tons of ppl and drink together. Then when baby stood at my door with the cake on her hands, i realised all i ever wanted was a simple celebration with my loved ones.

The birthday boy making his multiple wishes :X

Thanks to you, i got the best celebration!

lol my nephew is almost the same as me, GREEDY FACE

CUTE RIGHT?!

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Fullerton Hotel up next! =D

The place full of memories, and it goes on with the future of us adding to the sweet memories =D

We love that bed lol.

When i haven't arrive, she's already cam-whoring.

I told you, she loves her cam (i mean with her inside the pic)

Presenting, the birthday boy =p since baby said when it's birthday, the whole month will be a time to celebrate!
MY LOVELY HAND-MADE HOUSE
That's us, whenever we're in a hotel, the bathrobe comes first!
Sorry, accidentally brighten the picture too much lol
The kiss for the sweetest girl

LOVE

She took me to a sinful feast (Chocolate buffet)

Seems that not only girls love them

I took a liking for them too lol

How to resist them?

Told you we couldn't so our table was filled with all of them.
Sinful

Sinful fountain
Okay, this is the best of all. The taste is still in my mouth i swear. I have a feeling that half of it was eaten by me lol. PLEASE LET ME HAVE THAT AGAIN!

The name for my favourite <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_fRsNN708_60/SKnU9LM0iBI/AAAAAAAAAMU/cZZqmOzp73A/s320/21.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5235950189238585362" border="0">Girls love the flowers, even if it's just decors

Especially my girl, but there's nothing i cannot do =p

Lovely picture (Spot what is she holding)

But, the flower is getting too much attention!

The place we enjoyed relaxing after a sinful feast

LOOK! I'm jealous of what flowers can do to my girl

So i thought that eating it up will make her focus on me instead :X

Nah, kidding. I liked the scent

Baby, work's stress. Unwind and throw your thoughts out of your mind and relax with me =p

That's my lovely girl =p

You know what's the trouble of taking pictures together? We had to set up the pose, angle and the timer HAHA

It's picture perfect again

And the way you look into my eyes, melts my heart <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_fRsNN708_60/SKnWnSOFWuI/AAAAAAAAAN0/KfkAzj-tFFc/s320/33.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5235952012189063906" border="0">=D

My favourite picture, but please ignore the armpits (I don't shave)
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Headed back to our room.

And there she is, my lovely princess

We love the 'high bed' - Private joke =p

Sinful feast wasn't filling.. so we had some..

Guess whats inside

TADAH.

The last day sigh, but everything was perfect because of baby's plans and her company <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_fRsNN708_60/SKnYNGHZ6AI/AAAAAAAAAPE/p8LCkt-SHcU/s320/43.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5235953761286481922" border="0">The usual

dogs, i meant hotdogs or sausage

Mine!

Hers!

I knew she'll come to this corner

Evidence! =p

I only saw this after we left :(
It would be my favourite section!!!

Look how fresh the honey is, and seriously you would feel like licking it all over :S
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Perfect day spent in the hotel and we're preparing to head for more trips together. The love we share were bittersweet, loving and whining, happy and angry, but it all adds up to a relationship, the life we 2 chosen to lead. Till i met you, life was fun but yet dull. When i met you, love was what i've learnt, happiness was what i've obtained, treasuring was what's meant to be, lastly companionship of yours is what ive ever wanted. Thanks baby, you mentioned that i'm your energy to keep you moving, but if you realised, you're actually the moonlight shining along my darkest path and accompanying my loneliest nights. I love you, i love everything of you, and of course i love US <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_fRsNN708_60/SKnZYoSqppI/AAAAAAAAAQE/vkicVv5l9no/s320/51.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5235955058950710930" border="0">If you noticed, ungku had a mickey mouse on his shirt :X

ok i was trying to be 'fierce'

There, your black knight =D

I'm gonna end this post with loving memories, and of course the loveliest couple picture.

BABY: Where's my present? HAHA =P

P/S: The greatest love of all

2008-08-13T02:58:00.001+08:00

UPDATED- LESS THEN 10 TICKETS LEFT FOR BOTH DAYS

*Price Revised

HEY EVERYONE!

SINGAPORE FIREWORKS FESTIVAL TICKETS FOR SALE!

Singapore Fireworks Celebrations
Date: 22 and 23 Aug 08
Theme: The world celebrates with us
Venue:Marina Bay Floating Platform
Country: France & Korea!!!

Fringed Activities

1730- Street performance at viewing gallery
-Carnival stalls open

2030Hrs- Audience to be seated

2100Hrs- Fireworks spectacular street performance

2230 Hrs- Home sweet home

The Fireworks display is always a perennial public
and photographers' favorite event.
The 2008 Singapore fireworks celebrations promises
to excite spectators with specular visuals
on 22 & 23 Aug'08 at the Marina Bay Floating Platform
Spectators will be treated to
a colorful and stunning kaleidoscope
of choreographed fireworks set against the Singapore Skyline.

good view with seats!
dun need squeeze with crowds or lie mats on the floor.
i also heard this is the last year for the fireworks festival.

Those interested pls email me
@ sapphire_angelz@hotmail.com
with the following:

Name
Qty
Date (choose either 22 or 23 Aug)
Contact number
more details

Contact me now!

zghostz@hotmail.com (MSN)
gjovi@singnet.com.sg (Mail-to-address)

Fireworks festival 2007 video

2008-07-15T19:35:00.001+08:00

2008-07-15T03:15:00.007+08:00

Saw this in my email, so i decided to share this!

The happiest people in the world are not those who
have no problems, but
those who learn to live with things that are less
than perfect.'

A group of graduates, highly established in their
careers, got together to
visit their old university professor. Conversation
soon turned into
complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to
the kitchen and returned
with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of
cups - porcelain, plastic,
glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive,
some exquisite -
telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the
professor said:
'If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive
cups were taken up, leaving
behind the simple and cheap ones. While it is
normal for you to want only
the best for yourselves, that is the source of your
problems and stress. Be
assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the
coffee. In most cases,
it is just more expensive and in some cases even
hides what we drink. What
all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup,
but you consciously went
for the best cups... Then you began eyeing each
other's cups.'

Now ! consider this:

'Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position
in society are the cups.
They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and
the type of cup we have
does not define, nor change the quality of Life we
live. Sometimes, by
concentrating on the cup, we fail to enjoy the
coffee. Enjoy your coffee!.'

The happiest people don't have the best of
everything.
They just make the best of everything.

1. Live simply.
2. Love generously.
3. Care deeply.
4. Speak kindly.

You are the miracle, my friend; Your life either
shines a light
OR casts a shadow!
Shine a light & Enjoy the Coffee!!!

So true, it looks like we've been enjoying too much on materials and status instead of treasuring what we have and making the best out of it. Enjoy and treasure your life, family, loved ones, friends, and live with everything that's imperfect around you.
With the ability to love, instead of grumbling about the flaws others have, enjoy the coffee within if that's your life.

Embrace what's in for you, while constantly learn and walk through the constant path of learning. Dreaming is easy, but learning to accept is hard.
Everyone can hate or grumble about your flaws, but it's up to you whether you can accept who you are and spread the love. Everyone has someone to love and people to love them.

To my baby girl:

It's been tough for you these few days, and i cannot say i understand what you're going through. All i can say is that i feel what you feel, the tears you shed makes me heartache, the stress you have makes me want to solve everything for you, the emptiness in you makes me dying to hold you in my arms. I'm always your pillar of support, i guide and i shine your path during your darkest period for i know my heart and soul is revolving around you. It's still up to you accepting and walk with me through the lighted pathway and i know you will.

When I was worried, upset and lost. Your words calmed me down 'Stay happy for me'. Now, all i ever want is to see my baby girl happy too! I'll do anything.

With the faith i have in you, i believe you'll be standing strong against all odds as life is never fair and perfect, you'll turn the odds in your favor and accepting everything that's in for you. Walking hand in hand together in life on the pathway of constantly learning, loving, sharing, treasuring is what we both want.

With love!

p/s: you're already part of my life, and my heart will always be with you.

2008-07-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

UPDATED

HEY EVERYONE!

SINGAPORE FIREWORKS FESTIVAL TICKETS FOR SALE!

Singapore Fireworks Celebrations
Date: 22 and 23 Aug 08
Theme: The world celebrates with us
Venue:Marina Bay Floating Platform
Country: France & Korea!!!

Fringed Activities

1730- Street performance at viewing gallery
-Carnival stalls open

2100Hrs- Fireworks spectacular street performance

2200 Hrs- Home sweet home

The Fireworks display is always a perennial public
and photographers' favourite event.
The 2008 Singapore fireworks celebrations promises
to excite spectators with specular visuals
on 22 & 23 Aug'08 at the Marina Bay Floating Platform
Specators will be treated to
a colorful and stunning kaleidoscope
of choreographed fireworks set against the Singapore Skyline.

good view with seats!
dun need squeeze with crowds or lie mats on the floor.
i also heard this is the last year for the fireworks festival.

Those interested pls email me
gjovi@singnet.com.sg
with the following:

Name
Qty
Date (choose either 22 or 23 Aug)
Contact number
more details

Fireworks festival 2007 video

BIRTHDAY

2008-06-19T15:29:00.015+08:00

Time to update my blog with some pictures!
And overdue post for ME & Serene's birthday @ Georges!

*Tries to recall*
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The only thing i can remember was that night was FUN, i want to have more gatherings like this again =D

Attendence: baby, my best friend daniel, clara, serene, henry, saysi, george, ME

Alright, enough of typing. I'll leave the rest to the pictures =p

Georges

The birthday boy & girl

Okay, remember how we look like now

Everyone's still sober lol, NOT for LONG

Sorry, this is my trademark retarded face

oh boy, serene's turning into a lobster soon

Don't be fooled, baby didn't drink. Thats why she's so sober =p

Time for some couple's action (ignore eyebags)

Daniel thinks it's so funny :X

i feel so extra -.-

ok.. birthday cakes on the way!

We had a blessed night, and an enjoyable birthday celebration, thanks guys =p

come on la, we're singers ok

singers needa pose too!

we're laughing madly here, but what was the reason? LOL
i think serene is funny, maybe thats why :X

okay la, time to clear our wishlist...
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Daniel says: 'I wish! For a different fruit' <-- WTF? CUT CAKE - TIME TO EAT!

Why are you so afraid?

Baby's afraid too -.-

And no, she couldn't resist the cake :X

Daniel is laughing again -.- HAHAHA
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...
...Now time for some action. Compare the following pictures against the top..

Okay, i'm pussy

nah :X

FIERCE!

compare this against picture #2

Alcohol will make you silly

I told you, alcohol will make you SILLY

But alcohol in his case, makes him serious. (he's hallucinating about ESPN snooker)

I love boys when they are so serious. (ignore the 2 behind =p)
And i just want to take a picture with you, but you're ignoring!

okay, he finally entertains the birthday boy

See what, never disturb you what HAHAH
okay, i'm 'this close' - Gap Model

=/

The 3 ladies cam whoring

Oh, i forgot to talk about this mabok guy that's 24/7 offering us drink
This kind man offered us 50bucks when we're paying -.-
No matter how we tried stuffing it back to him, he won't take it back..
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And so, we took it wanting to buy him beer. Instead he paid for the beer again -.-
Looks like we're getting freebies on birthdays

Yes, he look sober here. But before this picture was taken, he tripped and topple a big vat lol

Finally, ending the night with a group picture.

Ok BEST SHOT!

Up next, will be overdue photos from baby's cam. more to come!

birthday

2008-06-17T21:46:00.004+08:00

HAVING SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE AROUND ME. WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?

:)

THANK YOU BABY, MY LOVING FAMILY, LOVING FRIENDS!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF =D

2008-06-14T04:25:00.003+08:00

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*email*

2008-05-27T17:07:00.004+08:00

all the stares, all that glarings,

it's just the unique vibe that keeps others in jealousy
i don't care what they say, for i'm in love with you <3

thoughts

2008-05-20T23:35:00.003+08:00

why can't i handle even the simplest thing?

feeling lousy day by day. everything just flashes back together at the same time everytime i make a mistake.

i'm lousy, but i'm not ignorant.
no matter how much i do, no matter how hard i try, no matter how much effort i put in to do things, i still make mistakes, and i hate feeling so lousy. yea, human make mistakes, but whenever i make one, i feel lousier. gawd, i learning everyday, every sec, every minute and hour, but still the 'lousy' feeling is pulling me down, way down.

don't suck me too deep till i can't find myself.

ramdom.

2008-05-05T05:27:00.003+08:00

Translation of my favourite song =D
TI AMO

Even though it's simple things, actions, words..

with you, things are no longer the same

feel like chaining our hands together and never be apart

with your company, we breath in the same air; that's happiness

Ti amo ti quiero, i wanna fall in love with you everyday, dreaming about you everytime i sleep

sarang hae and I love you,

i wanna fall in love with you everyday,

one day lesser without you will be a regret,

oh well.

2008-05-05T02:48:00.008+08:00

words,
actions & initiatives,
thoughts,
excitement..

chain them all up and you see it.

the unexpected ones.

random post for the writer to understand.
and i lost my diary. damn it.

tired to ask or say
now i feel all screwed up, i smell my own blood

sometimes

2008-04-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

sometimes.. i just wanna tell you how much i love you.

it's like when i first see you everytime, all i wish is to hug you and say how much i missed you.
because you're just too important.

i realised at times i always skip letting you what i'm doing and what i will not be doing, i did not realise the importance, but now i do and i will. the feeling i have now, i just can't wait to see you smile at me again.

in days time, you'll realise the reasons and the unspoken explanations. all i hope for is you to trust me totally. having to meet all my loved ones, important friends and family, you're so dear to me and i'm glad to have you as part of my life.

bintan bintan. a place where we'll have our own world.

p/s: i love you, and i always do.

fell in love

2008-04-14T08:49:00.002+08:00

Fell in love.

these few verse seems so true.
and i never knew that i could feel this way.

Storm clouds may gather
and stars may collide
but I love you until
the end of time..

Never knew I could feel like this
like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
every day I love more and more

feeling weak

2008-04-10T23:02:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling weak all of a sudden, mentally & emotionally.
i might not be able to give anything now, and i'm in need of attention this period i guess. i might not be able to go out and i'm stuck at home. gawd.. =[

exams coming up round the corner, but still feeling weak and jittery.
i don't need motivation, i need support and i need company.

I think i need more sweetness and TLC.
i don't know why, but i just miss my baby. i feel lonely all of a sudden, i miss her combing my hair with her hands, i miss her hugs to sleep. i miss her scent, i miss her everything.

i miss you.

been doing too much work (although i head out too, but honestly it's been a tough semester with 2000words reports and essays to be handed in like almost every week?)

most of us had been emo-ing, i guess it's because we're too busy with school work and we neglected our own needs and what we need emotionally and mentally. when we finally handed in all our work. i start to feel tired and weak, real weak.

ok, sorry for typing out this girly post. but i guess guys needs attention, to be pampered and many other things too right? once in a while yes.

and one by one in the clique is emo-ing =[

HEAL ME! i don't need to go out in a big group, i don't need to laugh the whole day, i don't need a very exciting day. i need quiet time, i need lovely and sweet moments that we'll spend time together. your smile is everything baby.

sometimes what guys want is to have their dearest by their side, and enjoy our quiet time. as much as i need my baby by my side.

sorry for emo-ing =[

alright, my friend said that i'm just tired of school work, and i'm emoing and weak.

---
caught a movie lately with best friends, and it hit me real hard.

till my dying time, will it be a promise?

loving you till the end of time.

2008-04-09T16:26:00.001+08:00

Nice song.

Mad World by Gary Jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

2008-04-06T16:30:00.002+08:00

Food for thought

Everyone wants this, everyone wants that, but if it's only one party sparing a thought or think in the shoes for another, what will happen to the other half? There's no perfection, but it's up to us to make it better and a better future. It has to be mutual.

We all need the same thing too. the thing that everyone yearns for. boys and girls, guys and women all want the same thing. and that is other party, friends and family has to do things that you want. instead of making them think and spare a thought for yourself. it has to be mutual.
We have to constantly remember that the world does not only consist of only you as an individual, but there's so many millions more around us.

Other than thinking about what you want, expecting what you need and receiving what you wanted, and what you always get, reduce your pace, stop and check on the other person whether he/she gets what they want or spare a thought for them.

It cannot always be about yourself, or one person. start writing a story for both (:

As a boyfriend, it should not be just what i expect of a girlfriend, it should include 'how will my girlfriend feel, or what can i do for my girlfriend.'
As a girlfriend, it should not be just what i expect of a boyfriend, it should include 'how will my boyfriend feel, or what can i do for my boyfriend.'
As a friend, it should not be what i want, and it should also be what they want
As a family/parent/child, it should not be what you always get, instead it should be do what will make them happier.

- checklist

*have you guys done so?

Start sparing a thought for the other party, friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, family and everyone around you. Start thinking for them with thoughts such as "will he/she likes it?" rather than just "i don't like this".

Constantly do the checklist and understand how people around you will feel.

Make this a better place (:

2008-04-05T05:22:00.003+08:00

HI EVERYBODY!

lol.

Updates, been doing nothing new. Just projects, normal outings and clubbing sessions once in a while i guess. Exams, just round the corner in around 2-3weeks time. After the 25th, i'll be FREE!

but only for a week =p

Holidays... will be a tight schedule because i'm finally going on a trip with baby. Somewhere near and relaxing. Bintan! =D
It'll be our first trip and i'm arleady looking forward to it =p

Went out recently and caught like afew movies, mostly with my dearest lol.

Guess what? JOVI CAN COOK! baby can testify for it, since she tasted my food. i guess it still taste quite good right, since you graded me 8/10 lol.

sorry that i didn't manage to message you when i woke up, as i was really running late and in a rush to try and meet my friends at the arranged timing. but still, i was like 45mins late lol.

pictures pictures!

I like the the way it's taken =p

My tongue is still longer la =D

Same post, but she's the main role here =D

The love we share (:

That's all folks.

my baby is LOVE <3

2008-04-01T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hi BABY! Cl=

my dearest babyboy is cooking chicken chop for me
& forbids me into the kitchen )=
*think he's afraid i'm gonna steal his recipe!!
im the most fortunate GF. HAHA.

i love my boyfriend.
n u're mine forever. MUAHAHAHA.

invader bunny tang signing out.

Thoughtful

2008-03-13T06:24:00.005+08:00

Lets talk a bit more about this magical word 'fate' and 'love'.

Instead of searching for the dreamy perfect lover, let love come to you.
Love has to be earned, not yearned.

while reading articles, watching movies and even in reality. i always see phrases like this :

- I should have asked you to marry me earlier
- I should have asked you to be my girlfriend
- I should have confessed
- I should have done better for us

All these 'I should', is it because love is lost when the boat is missed? the fact is, the only way to catch a train is to miss the first one. thats how you learn to treasure.

As i always say, when you experience no sadness or downs, you'll never be able to understand and feel happiness.

I once lost chances, but fate brought us back together walking hand in hand. I thank my blessed life for that. For that, I've learn to treasure and protect the love and the person I love.

To people reading, instead of everyday thinking of how your prince charming/princess will be in future, let love come to you. love hits you naturally at anytime, anywhere. you can't avoid it when it hits you, learn to accept and learn to treasure it.

I'm sure everyone has missed a 'train' before, so be prepared to board the next train when you understand the pain of losing the first. chasing after it when love is lost, is pointless, learn to let go when it's needed.

Letting go may seem hard, but in reality, it's human beings like us that struggles to accept what is in for them.

People fail to accept, they try to change what's happening around them and constantly changing destroys the nature and the uniqueness of one being. A person is around for who he/she is and is extremely unique. Lets look at the finger/thumb prints for an example. When you love someone be it as a friend or a lover, you have to learn to first accept the flaws of this person, and understand their strong points and love them even deeper.

Changes should only exist when a person's turning bad harming him/herself and others around them.

Yes, we all agree that life lies in our own hands and we have control over it. BUT always remember that it's something magical that is beyond our control that allows us to meet a fated person at one point of time in a specific place. prove me wrong, and start explaining using your whole life on how did you meet your friend, your best friend, your girlfriend, your boyfriend, your wife and your husband.

When things go bad, and people part.. Fret not, it's time to learn new things and experience a new chapter in your life. I can be very sure that when you experience sadness now, happiness will be just round the corner, maybe not too soon, but you'll definitely be experiencing happiness. If you won't believe this statement, think back on when you're feeling sad. Then think again, when did you last 'smile' or 'laugh'?

Excuses such as 'I did not laugh from my heart' are the worst lies ever. When you laugh, be it just one second or a minute laughter, your mind is all filled with happy thoughts, thats why you laugh!
Happiness can never be measured, it may be something small/big that makes you happy. Now, learn to keep these happiness in your heart so that you can think back on these memories and smile at it, BUT not to live by it.

Always stay strong and never feel depressed! As long as you remember, sadness and happiness are always side by side, so do understand that when you experience one of them, the other will also happen. The opposite way of what i mentioned on top would be when you experience happiness, you'll then feel the pain of sadness.

So stay strong everyone, no matter what life brings you, always remember that you have control over certain decisions, make these decisions fast as the 'train' will not be waiting forever.
I hope people who read this, will feel happy once again =)

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING ABOUT LIFE, IS TO KNOW WHAT DO YOU WANT IN LIFE, AND WHAT YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE, EARN IT NOT YEARN FOR IT.

p/s: I love my baby girl <3

COMPLAIN

2008-03-09T06:06:00.002+08:00

A COMPLAINT POST.

CHINA IS STEALING MY GIRLFRIEND AWAY FROM ME FOR... 1week.

=[

i hope my baby, my dearest girl. The angel of my heart will enjoy herself to the fullest during this trip, afterall she graduated from Temasek Poly =p

Also, a post to CONGRATS my baby for passing her driving test! (Class 3) omg she passed her manual driving test -.- and i'm like nowhere to getting a license =p

i'm one of her first passenger! =p

Watched P/S I LOVE YOU & 10,000 BC these few days. Both with my dearest baby =p
P/S I LOVE YOU is really a nice show to recommend to everyone, but i bet everyone watched it already =p Some of the scenes are really realistic and it made me felt teary =p It also taught me how to treasure someone, and guess what, during the whole movie i was constantly thinking about me and baby's future =p

A dream of mine is to have our home, a place where we cook our own dinner, wash our own dishes and also to walk the dog =p

baby, i don't know what made me get so crazy about you, but it's just fate that we met each other randomly out of the whole crowd, and it's also our destiny to be together. She's the first girl that i've ever thought about the future with, and also the path we'll both be taking <3

The following week will be her going china, and also the week that i'll feel she's not around.. i know it won't be comfortable for me, but it's the time i'll also miss her badly =p
As long as i know she's out there enjoying her holidays with her family, i'll be smiling from my heart =D

i hope things between your sis and her girlfriend will work out, no matter what, do give your dearest sister the fullest support you can =]

words can't describe how i miss you every single second, minute, hour, and days.

p/s : I LOVE YOU. Jovi [t]Ang <3 Esther t[A]ng

2008-03-05T02:56:00.003+08:00

been thinking...

why am i able to day dream about the future? why am i able to think about surprises? why am i able to think about how you will smile at me thinking of us and ignoring the world?

it's because of love. it's because of the unique bond we have between us.

through these few months, i realised that you've been the special girl beside me, around me, infront of me, behind me. always supportive of me and always giving me that magical smile that makes me forget about everything else.

my eyes could only see you.

with that, you're the angel within my heart that i'll keep safe from harm and everything negative.
with the heart i gave you on vday, you'll keep me safe too.

p/s : I love you <3

2008-02-26T09:19:00.002+08:00

it starts with a beginning, with no ends.

lets talk about a nice dream of mine. okay nvm, it shall be a secret for now =p

不能說的秘密 =p

you'll know this secret in future! it shall be a big surprise, and i hope i can do it.

not perfect

2008-02-04T03:52:00.000+08:00

I may not be perfect, and i know I'm still learning day by day.

Through mistakes, i learn. i love to reflect on my past and move on in life.

Though I'm not the perfect guy, but i love you. i was so glad you walked into my life and never stepped out since then. you were the one that taught me love, giving in to me and taking care of me when i was sick.

The tears you had when you were irritated and angry because of my stubbornness made me treasure you even more.
the smiles you had on your face made me realized that it's something I've long hoped to see everyday. you gave me everything you could and the greatest of all was LOVE.

I've been day dreaming, and it's always about overseas holidays with you and waking up seeing you by my side. it'll not be a dream for long, for i know it'll come true one day.

Days have been busy for you and me, that it made us fall sick. but it has also made us stronger and handle more difficulties and stresses from work/friends/family.
together hand in hand, lets work hard and achieve our goals and conquer every single difficulties and obstacles ahead.

You know i could not find the right words to say to you every time i see you. it was then i realized I'm always shy to say how much i love you, and how much i missed you, and how much i like about your smiles.

Do you know why i couldn't be without you?
it's because of you being anxious to take care of me last night.
that moment on, i knew you were the one, the one in my life. the one that stepped into my life and never stepped out since then.

I'm feeling so bad now that i made you so worried and you skipping your sleeping time just to be with me. i was so heart-broken when your tears rolled down, because i promised myself that i wouldn't let you cry again.

Your tears were so special and magical, so magical that it contained all the love i needed and all the emotions with it.

p/s : i love you my dearest girl.

2007-12-18T03:12:00.000+08:00

Hi dear!
i'm so bored S=
oh n i was saying you look like tis character in that pic.

kakashi hatake

i tink the kid version is cuter.
too bad i dunnoe photoshop or i would hv changed ur hair color C|=

loves.
the invader bunny ^^

2007-12-12T04:36:00.000+08:00

Been sick so i didn't get to update.

Went to mos on friday, was quite happening and we're all high lol from the drinks heh. Most of my friends were there, quite an enjoyable night =D words can't describe fun, so you gotta be there to have fun with me next time =p

Saturday, supposed to have 2 movies with my dearest. But damn the zouk out, caused massive jam along the way and we missed our first movie at 11:45pm. Mr Magorium missed =[
But we went on to watch our second movie. The Kingdom, 4.5/5 for this movie! I love the effects and the shootings lol. Guess what, i didn't club on a SATURDAY! =p Spent time with my lovely girl, was still nice with the nice movie on that day =] Would have been perfect if we didn't miss the first movie =p

Sunday was out with Alison, my sis =p Went to watch The Golden Compass. Guess what i saw whole group of friends outside cini and they're watching the same show, in the same cinema, same timing lol; Plus sitting beside me LOL.

Monday, THAI DISCO! Kinda happening over there. The first night and all, John came back running this place lol. Thai people can really sing well man *Brush up my singing skills* =p

Mood kinda went down when "Use your brain before you open your mouth" Like wtf? Your brain is much smaller to accept facts lol. Sorry about this readers =D

Afterall, everything was still good heh. Lets hope my cough,flu,bad throat and fever disappear soon! Then we can all go out and party again =p

p/s : always dearest, but please darken your blog entries so i can read easily lol.

first attempt

2007-11-26T06:35:00.000+08:00

Okay, this is my first attempt to do up something =p

I hope you like it (:

2007-11-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

this is what i call picture perfect.

perfect with the both inside. hey i know i've a fair skin, but i think it's better than me being tanned =p

P/S : ah/a-/b--g (You can never decipher this, muhahaha)

this post is for my dear girl*

2007-11-16T04:12:00.001+08:00

It's hard for a guy to express himself* But baby, i just wanna let you know* You've been the best, and you still are* (Remember that i told you this in the cab after we left the club one day? =] )
Alot maybe know i fool around all day, and i never get serious in whatever i do and whatever i'm in*
But this time, it'll stay for good* The chances you gave me, taught me love* Taught me the feeling i've long lost* It's all back =]
Maybe it's hard for me to say all these in the face, because you'll see my face blushing =p
But baby, you're so precious*

In the past, i couldn't open up my doors fully* But now, it's closed because you're in here* Right here with me*

I dreamt about us having a future and a path we'll both walk together* This time it stays like this*

We went through ups-and-downs these few months and i've learnt that you're precious*

Wish-list now:

1) To travel with you overseas (But you know i'll never get to save up lol)
2) To live together
3) Get done with my degree and start my work soon
4) Get done with army in future asap lol
5) Take up my secret lesson ( =D )
6) Learn new things together
7) Explore new places together
8) More wishes =p

Though i always hang out with friends, but baby you can spend your time with friends anytime as long as i'm informed =p
I'm more than willing to let you club your night away with your girlfriends and your friends, but don't you look at cute guys (because i'm cuter x9999 LOL) and you know you love me most =p
A relationship won't hinder our progress and lifestyle, i am not one who pulls someone back but perhaps all i do is to trust that you'll have your limits towards everything =p
Don't get drunk like a fish till i've to carry you back home hahahaha* Dear girl, what's past is past, enjoy the life ahead and continuing in improving day by day is what both of us will do* Constant loving moments and our little outings will make us grin from ear to ear =D

We've been learning through tears and sorrows, i'll wipe the tears off you like how you will for me if i'm ever down* They say tears are hurtful, quarrels are killers* But 'm hoping that everytime we're down, we learn* All we have to do is to wipe those tears off and be there for one another and learn together

I know i'm always lazy, thats how i am* And i know i'm always broke cause of the way i spend lol* Thanks for being so understanding my dear girl*

P/S : If you noticed i that i didn't use any full-stops after every sentence, it's because i don't wanna set an end towards everything we do; we'll learn together*

love ya*

If everything could be the same as the past.

2007-11-09T03:25:00.000+08:00

Looking at these. where's the thing that we shared, the common thing we had. The vibe everyone was envious, and the little things we told one another.

On my birthday

Perhaps i sucked real bad, and perhaps i had my priorities. It's always wrong. sigh.

After movie at vivo city, pacifier.

Notice both were taken before my Australia trip, before the quarrels and miscommunication and the spite i got. What was it that caused it to drift. i guess it was me, that pulled back. what was it that made me this way. what was it that made me treat the guy friends so well.

I went through the pictures and i realized i wanted to see more, more, and more. But it wasn't there. Things doesn't last, the picture does. It captures everything with it, the mood and the feelings.

Maybe i wasn't perfect.

You always wanted a smile, i did my first and best when the mouth was injured.
The first time i felt joy during the birthday, when you were lost and trying to find your way to look for me.

Whenever you look at them, you feel it.

I wanted badly for the time to be still. Where it all started, where we're looking for one another in zouk. Where we could joke about everything, when we only had each other.

I don't want anything more, I'm trying to grab the memories by myself when I'm alone, hoping that one day, I would dream of being back there.

back there.

"You're always with food" - How it all started.

"Quarrels" - How concerned we are towards one another.

"Australia" - How much I'm dying to clear the miscommunication.

"Back to Singapore" - How it all started to change.

thoughtful day

2007-11-02T08:00:00.000+08:00

slept for 17hours, so here i am blogging and updating this to keep it alive.

1st, lets talk about my routine so many are curious about. life has been hitting me hard(not in the bad way). it's making me stronger and allowing me to learn all kinds of skills.

The daily dose would be going to school and more projects =]

thus i'm so tired because i have the other one to concentrate on. and thats, my future. only my bestie knows about this.

i thank you bro, for listening and being so patient with me all the while when i was building up my stuffs and the future.

some would say selling cars are as easy as 1,2,3. but after i tried, it's damn tough i have to agree wtih my mum. and what i'm selling is definitely not the car, it's the company brand Hua Yang =]

I'm trying to meet people every corner of the world, learning and wish to hear all different kind of experience of their lives. I guess i finally found my interest, and thats listening to everyone at the same time doing my job =]

thats not only one for my future. there's another plan carrying which is what i won't share. i aim to succeed and not to fail, i plan to fly and not to walk. i have already learnt how to walk and i fell, i guess it's ready to master how to walk, then i'll fly =]

daily routines are keeping me so busy, till i only have time for the papers, ah crap.
but i guess it's gonna pay off in the near future. and yes, the 2nd plan's gonna work out in 3years time, with the first plan working out throughout my life =]

i notice it's hard to please everyone while doing this thing, but i still won't go around pissing everyone =p

university, work, building, network, pr, learning marketing. i'm all for it =]
thanks for those who didn't give up on me, thanks for the parties we always have during our free time, thanks my dearest bestie for the light chats we have.

ever wondered how to use/spend money now, to earn more money in future? =]
the emptiness in pockets HAHAHAHA. :S

ps : tired

MY BABY!

2007-10-23T05:11:00.001+08:00

His name is Junior.

Named him after myself =p Jovi Jr. =D
Dressed him up a lil and he looked so cute!

2007-10-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

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2007-10-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

Baby has his own baby bear now =p

Bearbear trying to play decent~~!

trying to play cool!

GO RETRO! and he looks best with this!

=] =D =p

Been wondering who's behind me all along? THESE ARE THE GREATEST PEOPLE OF ALL! <3

2007-09-29T09:05:00.000+08:00

I think i should start with some pictures of people who are in my life, walking beside me and never abandoned me for once.

These are the people i love and treasure the most <3

Thank you guys for being there and this post is to show how much i love each and all of you =p

<3333333333333

Jasley and ME! <3

Vivi and ME! The ex- Girlfriend + ex- Boyfriend <3

Jesslyn sweetie and ME! - It all started with the potato chips <3
And you never fail to make my day when i'm down =D

Sue Dear, Me, Shadow! <3

Dear! <3

Dear and ME! <3

Shadow and ME! <3

In Australia - Our school campus. (University of Newcastle)
This is the family of 4 =]
Me, Darling Serene, Clara Babe, Daniel!

DARLING Joanna!!!! 12 Years of friendship and still counting <3

Daniel and Jovi! <3

Darling Serene and ME! <3

Clara Babe and ME, A MINI CELEBRATION I DID FOR HER ON HER BIRTHDAY <3

Lastly, my precious! FAMILY =p

If ya guys happen to see this post, tag on the board! I love you guys loads man, the things we went through, the fun we had, the same books we mug together during exams, the same club we partied all night long during breaks, the chill-out sessions in everyone's house, the trip that was far away from Singapore, The friendship bond within all of us.

It may be funny for some to see this, but i just wanna say : "Thanks for walking into my life and didn't step out of it"

Though they say friends will leave one day, but hey! We're friends for so many years man. 12yrs, 7yrs, 5yrs, 2yrs and all.

Happy birthday to Daniel, though he doesn't read, Hope ya enjoy your Japan trip and MY PRESENTS PLEASE HAHA.

For those in the same University i'm in with, lets all pass and head on to the next phase of our life without forgetting what brought us together and what made us today =]

P/S : I wanted to upload more pictures but i don't have most of them =[
So there are still besties out there whose photos are not up, but that doesn't mean i've forgotten. I love you guys too, you know who you guys are =]

<3

Home

2007-09-27T05:29:00.001+08:00

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

someday

2007-09-27T03:44:00.000+08:00

it won't happen again. someday i would be using my keys. someday.

someday i won't lock myself out, i won't rome the streets. i would be locking the doors myself.

till then.

=[

2007-09-26T05:02:00.000+08:00

Did you know? before you go to sleep at
night
there is one person thinking of you.
They
want you
they want to kiss you, They want to be
with you
they are always thinking about you
before
they go
to sleep at night they are longing to
be
with
you.

___________________________

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me

CHORUS:
Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

=[

2007-09-24T05:56:00.000+08:00

the story goes..

the keys were left in the pockets, leaving the doors tightly shut and locked out. without trying to open it, i threw the keys over; into the house.

so it's forever shut this time, totally shut out from the doors.

some say fight for it and try open the door once again, i say it's gonna hurt and damage the door real bad if you force it down. it ain't gonna be the same way again.

reasons.. sighs. i was my own culprit who threw the keys without trying to open it.

a familiar scene once again with the not so perfect ending; least i know the door is still standing strong left un-hurt.

not so perfect for me. sighs.

home, i wanna go home. so many million people around, accompanying my daily walks and my daily experience. passer-bys and strangers or even acquaintances walk pass me.

another summer day, another winter day. i rome the streets once again. i just wanna go home...

TAKE ME HOME. LET ME GO HOME. I'M JUST TOO FAR FROM WHERE YOU ARE.

sorry readers, it's still not me posting about everything. but still, i wrote a story myself.

- jovi the lost.

lol

2007-09-21T04:51:00.001+08:00

Never Date a Leo

Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you!
And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign!

Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.
Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.
But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

Are You Happy Being Single?

2007-09-20T02:30:00.000+08:00

sigh

ARGHHH

i think i shall lock my blog soon so that i can type more.

there

2007-07-31T07:11:00.000+08:00

you go.

shit happens again. it's the same as before years ago.

but this time, it didn't hit me so hard.

ok thanks bye.

update (:

2007-07-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

Omg, you're taking so long to update your blog.... SO IRRITATING.

I'm bored and yes.... GO STUDY (:

updating in progress

2007-06-24T05:17:00.000+08:00

=X

this post is to let everyone know that i'm FINALLY updating! =p
ok, these few days hasn't been smooth for me but wait. I enjoyed my birthday, i enjoyed my celebrations with my besties as well as my lovely whosgoing peeps =p

velvet dragon is getting better with the music!

last friday has been a bad day for me and i won't elaborate much =p
last saturday. DAMN I LOST MY WALLET FOR THE FIRST TIME. ID, cards, membership cards. and important stuffs all lost. gahhhhhhhhhhhh.

/blames myself lol.

And guess what, i'm too lazy to report lost of IC lol =S

YAY eBusiness results out. i got only 64 -_-

So back to the topic, i just got home from velvet dragon as usual =p
and i had FUN~~! =))

Yesterday been a really rough day man, got into some major shit which only some close peeps around me knew what happen. Sigh, hopes that fellow is ok lol

Denise : Study hard for your o's or i'll spank!

Esther bunny girl =p : *thai accent* You are good =p

2007-05-28T06:20:00.001+08:00

actually i was the first to do it. but damn when i copy pasted, it became jumbled up. so fer took over and modify =x

now she copyright it -.- LOL =x

opps, don't murder me

lol

2007-05-14T02:03:00.000+08:00

ignore my previous post =p
was kidding ahhahha.

anyway, life's full of ups and downs. i guess i'm just walking on a uneven road =)
but i'm loving it. rather than a straight road with nothing.

choose the following :

a) earn $4000 a month doing nothing.
b) earn $4000 a month working your ass off.
c) earn $4000 a month with your everyday full of surprises =)

i chose (c)
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Jokes:

A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home."

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A woman in the bar says that she wants to have plastic surgery to enlarge her breasts. Her husband tells her, "Hey, you don't need surgery to do that. I know how to do it without surgery."

The lady asks, "How do I do it without surgery?"

"Just rub toilet paper between them."

Startled the lady asks, "How does that make them bigger?"

"I don't know, but it worked for your ass."

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A guy walks into a bar and orders a drink. After a few more he needs to go to the can. He doesn't want anyone to steal his drink so he puts a sign on it saying, "I spat in this beer, do not drink!". After a few minutes he returns and there is another sign next to his beer saying, "So did I!"

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A man limps into a bar with a cane and alligator. The bartender stops him and says "Hold on a second here - you can't bring that animal in here, they aren't allowed!" So the man says, "But my gator here does a really cool trick..."

The bartender says "Well then, lets see!" So the man whips out his dick and shoves it in the gators mouth. He then takes his cane and starts bashing the gator in the head with it. A crowd gathers around and everyone is astonished when he pulls out his dick without a single scratch.

He looks around at the crowd and says, "Does anyone else want to try?" An old lady raises her hand and says..."Sure, but don't hit me with that stick."

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There were these two guys in a bar, which was on the 20th floor of a building. The first man said " I bet you $100 I can jump out that window and come straight back in!" The second man says "Ok, sure." and the barman holds the bet. The first man jumps out the window and disappears for a second before jumping straight back in. Disappointed about losing the $100, the second man says: " I'll bet you another $100 you can't do it again." So the barman holds the bet. Sure enough, the first man jumps out the window, disappears for a second, then jumps straight back in. Thinking he must have caught a freak gust of wind, the second man says "Ok, I bet you $300 I can jump out the window and come straight back in." The first man says" Ok, sure." The second man jumps out the window and falls to the footpath below. He is dead. Back up in the bar, the barman says to the first man " Gee, you can be a bastard when you're pissed, Superman."

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This bartender is in a bar, when this really hot chick walks up and says in a sexy seductive voice, "May I please speak to your manager?" He says, "Not right now, is there anything I can help you with?" She replies, "I don't know if your the man to talk to...its kind of personal..." Thinking he might get lucky, he goes, "I'm pretty sure I can handle your problem, miss." She then looks at him with a smile, and puts two of her fingers in his mouth...and he begins sucking them, thinking "I'm in!!!" She goes, "Can you give the manager something for me?" The bartender nods...yes. "Tell him there's no toilet paper in the ladies restroom."

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A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey starts jumping all over the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them,then jumps up on the pool table, grabs the cue ball, sticks it in his mouth and swallows it whole.

The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says, "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!" says the bartender. "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He eats everything in sight, the little twerp. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, and leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and he has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again.

While the man is drinking, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his butt, pulls it out, and eats it. The bartender is disgusted. "Did you see what your monkey did now?" "Now what?" asks the patron. "Well, he stuck a maraschino cherry up his butt, then pulled it out and ate it!" says the barkeeper.

"Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He still eats everything in sight, but ever since he ate that damn cue ball he measures everything first!"

hey

2007-05-08T23:24:00.001+08:00

guys/girls.

intro jovi a girlfriend la LOL.

=X

my life..

2007-05-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

i have everything in the world.

i don't have to worry about my path, my life and other concerns.

But wait, why do i feel so empty? I should be glad that i have everything. Friends are all nice, family is always giving in, studies is going on smoothly, my future is planned well and that includes my whole life in it.

then again, emptiness is what fills my heart =)

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

pardon my ignorance if i did miss out any important stuffs.

almost everytime when i'm out, why do i feel the loneliness within when i should enjoy partying, enjoy studying, enjoy everything?

they say it's heart-broken.
jovi says it's him feeling no love and doesn't need any love =)
i have no-one, but i need no-one.

i look into the mirror once again seeing the image that loves me the most.

i'll seek for my answer. hopefully this journey to my answer lasts like a ring with no ends, it keeps me fighting and battling the emptiness within me, the fearful emotion that keeps everyone in shivers =)

JOVI = EXAMS BOY =p

2007-04-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

exams exams exams! 3 more days till i'm outta hell =p

marketing paper and ebusiness paper down, left law and management account, my 2 weakest subject -_-||
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i hope i can pass these 2 =p

i realised i've been a happier bird these few days lol, didn't think about all the things now, and i'm relaxed lol.

and guess what. i cutted down smoking from 1 packet of cigarettes a day or maybe more to left than 3sticks a day? In 3days and i achieved it lol, but now i'm like feeling sick, feeling uncomfortable, feeling uneasy lah.

guess i will go back to smoking once again zz =/
determination not there yet. maybe some other time lol.

Seriously

2007-04-18T03:43:00.000+08:00

I can't erase what ever that happened, i know it's my fault for all. I blame on the drinks that made me totally gone and didn't know what happened after. And you saw everything that happened. I didn't even know you were there, i cannot push the blame on the drinks.

I can only blame it on why didn't i control with the drinkings. I'm sorry.
If there's a chance, i'll make things better. You say there are lotsa of girls around me, but all are friends and treating me just like a little brother. You know i didn't flirt around right. It's only what happened that night that made me lost everything of you and it wasn't what i wanted, i swear.

But it's useless sigh. all i can is to blog how i feel. there's never enough time for me to clear things out. I'm disappointed too, but i didn't regret knowing you. Even if it brought me much disappointment and faults that lies with me. At least i knew for once what i wanted. There's one more chance, i'll still know you, and this time i know what i'll do. I haven't chased a girl b4 after 2yrs, till now. You wouldn't believe, but it's true that i didn't take initiative for so long. But it makes me want to hide myself away again. And all i know is that i learnt something this time the hard and painful way.

buries everything, if ever i could.

2007-04-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-04-18T00:05:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

lol

2007-04-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

i'm like damn guilty lah, i feasted on alot of food recently in the mid-night somemore =p
noodles, seaweed chicken, bacon, ham, scramble eggs. lol
and wait, i had honey drink, and 1 big ORANGE =p! my favourite of all time =D

all cooked by me =p and yes i enjoyed my own cooking ahhaha. cook for an hour and i feasted it within 15mins -_-?
lOL guess too hungry these days.

and i've done up my evolution photos -_- damn it. it created so much laughters -.-
hmm,
my pictures with my adorable yet playful family lol.

they dragged me to neo print -.- my first time in that machine and all. was rather fun tho hahaha. i wouldn't mind going into it again =p so if someone wanna drag me to a machine to take pics, feel free =D

some pictures below. My 2 sisters, bro-in-law, mum and ME! <3

href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_fRsNN708_60/RiTFODhPmJI/AAAAAAAAAAs/toAyrTeTiis/s1600-h/neo-1.JPG">

why

2007-04-03T03:20:00.001+08:00

do all good things come to an end.

people seem to misunderstand me, the way i speak seems to have some problems.
and i miss you. you may not get to read this, but i do miss you.

too little, too late for me to say it all.
to you, it seems that i lost everything at once. sigh.
i don't really know what you want. but i do know what i really want. words are useless, but actions aren't allowed, when there isn't chances given

why

2007-04-03T03:20:00.000+08:00

do all good things come to an end.

people seem to misunderstand me, the way i speak seems to have some problems.
and i miss you.

leading

2007-03-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

my own life now. my way. my habit. my style. my preferences. my interest.

all mine =D

I'm gonna lead life my way now. accept it or leave me alone =) We'll be leading our own lives now i guess. you lead the way you like it. I'm gonna start bothering about myself and pamper myself like a sadist =P

Deep down, i know this is the end. But i'm still smiling, because i knew i treated everyone with sincerity. Those that took me for granted, i habour no grudge and hatred; for i know i did not regret. For those i helped, i did it willingly, out of friendship, love, bonds. For all these, i'm happy for what i am today. Thanks for anyone who stepped in to my life and didn't step out.

For you : You walked in, but i didn't let you out. One day if you still call, i know i will pick up.

SELLING MISS SIXTY JEANS HERE

2007-02-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/booth/vxxjovixxv

For female.
Size 25. Brand new, in best condition and never worn before.

Helping my friend to sell it off. Bought at $200+ but letting it go at $70-$80
Price can still be negociated. Please contact me at 97301899(Jovi)

Or at gjovi@singnet.com.sg

GRAND LUCKY DRAW

2007-01-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hua Yang Group, my mum's company. Deals with parallel imported cars, One of the top leaders in the market now, having a grand lucky draw carnival with yes 933 vj hosting the carnival.

First Prize : $50,000
Second Prize : $20,000
Third Prize : $10,000

Up to 500 consolation prizes worth more than $20,000!!!

Anyone who buys a car during this carnival @ Toa Payoh HDB Hub 10am tomorrow till night. will be entitled to this lucky draw as well as a wheel of fortune draw which allows you to win prizes easily =)

If there's any enquiries, please call me @ 97301899 (Jovi) for this carnival. Event lasts till sunday 21/01/2007. !0am - night. Starting from TOMORROW!

About Me ( Gemini ) Once again =D Picture updates below this post

2007-01-12T08:57:00.000+08:00

::GEMINI::

>Nice.

>Love is one of a kind.

>Great listener

>Very Good in bed. -____-

>Lover not a fighter, but will still punch your lights out.

>Trustworthy.

>Loud.

>Talkative.

>Outgoin

>Very forgiving

>Loves to make others laugh

>FREAK in the sheets

>Tries new things twice

>Great dancer ( yay )

>Awesome kisser

I leave the rest to you all -.-
______________________________

To girls :

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
who holds your hand in front of his friends.
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

PICTURES!

2007-01-12T06:29:00.000+08:00

PICTURES! Ranking from latest to oldest pic =D
Where i've been to lately hahaha.

@ momo with dear

Mount faber heh

Mount faber too...

I asked her to pose this way.

and she got me to post this -_-

At momo 2weeks back

@ momo haha.

Dear is forever so adorable =D

Just came back from thailand 2days back man, everyone chioinging to get back to singapore after the massive bombings. But me and my friends rushed to thailand haha, security was quite tight and safe actually. Remember news were saying bombs placed in dustbins? So in the end when we reached there, whole thailand HAD NO DUSTBINS -____- The clubs were damn happening man hahha, all the trance was power and the up-to-date r&b beat most of the clubs in singapore hands down =DBut sadly, can just say that thai people can't dance lol. =SMassive shoppings for me, and i spent $1100 sing just like that =/ lol. But i did enjoyed the trip haha, and lastly i know i haven't been updating often, but today i've uploaded quite a number of pics ahaha, more will come up for thailand trip =D

HOHOHO!

2006-12-23T07:09:00.001+08:00

Santa Jovi Claus is wishing PEEPOS out there a merry christmas !

But santa jovi doesn't give out present, instead he demands presents WHAHHAHA..

ANYWAY! JUST HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS THIS FESTIVE SEASON, AND MEANWHILE STAY COOL AND REAL SAFE =D

Presents please, thank you lOL

i don't know why

2006-12-19T02:22:00.000+08:00

i'm falling, all of a sudden.

just falling, the heights are making me afraid all of a sudden, words can't describe, just tears are all i have.

INVASIONNNNNNN

2006-10-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

E.T INVADESSSSSSSSSSS

i nearly fell off the chair when i signed in to blog.
CUZ YOU HAD YOUR BIG FACE THERE!
-nightmare-

JOVI ANG IS TOO LAZY TO UPDATE THIS STAGNANT BLOG OF HIS SO MUCH SO THAT HE MIGHT AS WELL JUST CLOSE IT DOWN.
BUT SOMEONE SO SWEET LIKE ME HAS DECIDED TO UPDATE IT FOR HIM ALTHOUGH WHAT I BLOG IS GONNA BE QUITE REDUNDANT.

HE'S BEEN BUSY WITH HIS OH-SO-STUDIOUS LIFE THAT HE FORGETS PPL LIKE ME.
HOW NICE CAN HE GET RIGHT?
CALL HIMSELF A FRIEND.
-SIGH-

I JUST CANT STAND THE SIGHT OF HIS BLOG ALWAYS BEING SO STAGNANT SO I JUST DECIDED TO LEAVE MY PRINTS HERE.
AND I DONT HAVE ANYMORE PRINTS TO SPARE SO I SHALL STOP HERE FOR NOW.

ANYONE INTERESTED TO KNOW HIS PASSWORD AND USERNAME CAN SMS ME AT 94871265 OR ADD ME AT myassisburning@hotmail.com.
HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON!!

JOVI LOVES ME AND I KNOW IT.

YOURS TRULY,
AUDREY JIEJIE.
-HAILS-

hah!

2006-10-14T04:16:00.000+08:00

i'm damn glad i'm handling school stuffs well now =D projects done very well, essays didn't affect me, tests are lol -_- hahaha so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to do well in school =D

but in the meantime i sacrificed some friend's gatherings, birthdays, but it's all worthwhile in the end, at least taks are done =D

Most importantly, i've a supportive family right behind me and never giving me any stress =) enjoying supper bought by mum/dad almost everyday, and it's making me phat! =P

and i met this girl =D so sweet and nice, tho we just started out, but thanks! love ya!

lol -_-

2006-09-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

i think i'm changing.

can't believe i'm actually doing homework on weekends. staying back for 2hrs after school to do assignments, and doing my projects in advance. lol

it feels so nice

cb

2006-09-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

cb school.

cb lectures

cb projects

cb tutorials

cb homeworks

cb tests

cb everything.

degree yr ain't easy. stressing the shit out of me

Love? Marriage? Read this =)

2006-08-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"

The
teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go
to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and
come back. But the rule is: you can go throught
them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The
student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw
one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a
bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be
there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later,
when he finished more than half of the padi field,
he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the
previous one he saw, he know he has missed the
biggest one, and he regreted. So, he ended up
went back to the teacher with empty hand. The
teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking
for a better one, but when later you realise, you
have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go
to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and
come back. But the rule is: you can go throught
them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is
careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he
reach the middle of the field, he has picked one
medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back
to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a
corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you
have faith and believe this is the best one you
get.... this is marriage."

at least.

2006-08-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

i got to see her smile from her heart again.

enough..

"Beauty And The Beast" - my favourite, touching one

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.

About blood type personalities. FOR YOU ALL!

2006-08-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

I'm blood type B!
Watched "My boyfriend is type B" before? lOL =X_
____________________
Type O "Hot"

Population
Roughly 38% of the world is O +ve and 6% O -ve.

Traits
Confident and Strong-Willed, Proud, Dedicated, Sociable, Energetic, Extroverted, Frank, Realist, Showy, Flighty, Generalist, Positive, Independent, Risk-Takers, Dislike taking orders, Insecure, Stubborn & Self-Centered.

Make friends easily and go with flow and grasp opportunity. Quick to start a project or chase an idea. Are good at organizing activities. May have short attention span, and expresses strong emotions. May quickly take opposite views that are deep but not always durable. Classic entrepreneurs and movers and shakers.
Express their emotions but can be swayed by other blood types. Have an intrinsic elegance. Sociable and showy. May be good at adapting to circumstances. Words come easily to them. Not self conscious and will frankly reveal inner feelings. Ambitious, but may have issues with detail.

Like to be touch and be touched by others.

_____________________

Type A "Cool"

Population

Roughly 34% of the world is A +ve and 6% A -ve.

Traits

Obedient, Careful, Sympathetic, Self-Sacrificing, Polite, Honest, Loyal, Emotional, Introverted & Nervous.

Are reserved calm and even tempered. Sensitive to public opinion. May be Introverted, shy and nervous or ill at ease with others. May be Pessimistic. Value relationships and are loyal. Hesitant to change. Nature lovers and dislike crowds - need a private place or secret hideaway. Can be indecisive. Good at team work and obey rules.

Dislike to touch or be touched by others.

_____________________

Type B "Active"

Population

Roughly 9% of the world is B +ve and 2% B -ve.

Traits

Cheerful, Optimistic, Active, Sensitive, Kind, Forgetful, unorganized, Noisy, Egocentric

Energetic and have the drive to reach towards goals. May be workaholics. Not the best team players and are individualistic. Do things at one's own pace. Strong personality adventurous. Likes to get one's own way. Are Sociable and enjoy entertaining.

Like to touch or be touched by others.

_____________________

Type AB "Care-Free"

Population

Roughly 4% of the world is AB +ve and 1% AB -ve.

Traits

Social, Easy-going, Sympathetic, Diplomatic, Outgoing, Laid-back, Creative, Unpredictable, Artistic, Flexible, Moody and Brooding.

Blend of opposites. Shy with some and bold with some. Introvert and Extrovert. Unpredictable and may seem to have calm exterior. Strong creative strain. Good at spotting problems and skirting them. Like city environment. Get bored easily. Everything they do is compelling. Never take things for granted. Appear mysterious. Contribute harmoniously to society.

Dislike to touch or be touched by others.

_____________________

can't believe i had to blog this out.

2006-08-13T02:40:00.000+08:00

just because i had no support at all. i realise i don't have alot of people to talk to anymore.

my mum, that one who claims that she's the more responsible mother on earth. but she disappointed me utterly. what more can an ordinary child want? concern, love, understanding.

yea love she has, what about concern and understanding?

she don't even realise what she did today disappointed me alot and hurt me so deep that its just tears around my eyes. nothing more needs to be explained.

A FUCKING NICE " THIS IS MY HOUSE " THUMBS UP FOR YOU MAN. AND BLOODY FUCKING THANKS. SCREW IT

damn..

2006-08-07T17:36:00.000+08:00

why are you affecting me so much.

i don't want this.

noooooooooooooooooo.

BAD PERIOD.

2006-07-03T02:19:00.000+08:00

Guess it's been long since i ever blog.

Everytime i blog, it'll be about unhappiness events that will motivate me to blog and write out my thoughts. This is how i vent out my worries and frustrations.

Everything isn't going so well for me, and my biggest worry will be my mother. She's admitting and staying in the hospital tomorrow regarding her heart problem. Her heart has been weak since long ago and she just couldn't fork out time to see a doctor. Now she's like having breathing difficulty due to irregular heart beat.

If anything were to happen to her, i wouldn't have the strength to carry on man. Tho i rarely pray, or believe in god, but for once i'm gonna hope she'll get well soon. Guess she's been worrying and fighting hard for her business to thrive over years, and this time is the time she'll have time to rest and recover. Why isn't there anyone capable enough to help my mum run the business and help her with her work man. Damn it. To think that i still always mention that i will want to work elsewhere rather than her company, but now if i'm capable enough, i will fight for her business and share her worries, and to defend her shares, not for me, but for the effort she has put in for all these years.

No-one i can actually talk to. sigh.

"sigh" is how i can express myself now. :(

Birthday celebrations! =)

2006-06-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

16/06 - Friday

My dearest elder sis celebrated my birthday for me at a ktv pub called dungeon, at maxwell there. Nice birthday celebrations man, i opened one bottle, and didn't know they opened another so so fast lol when i quite high ahhaha. Thanks for coming guys, Alex, Jason, David, Maverick, Cyndi, Faith, Bro, Sis =)
When Sophia knew it was 18th birthday, she didn't believe it -_- lol gawd i look so old ah hahahha! Nice waitress there!

Then 1/2 way through, Jason asked me to toilet there and talk abit, when we came out, all of them surprised me with a mango birthday cake! DAMN TOUCHING MAN, my sis gave me that cake, and was my favourite flavour. Thanks for the efforts sis! After eating the cake, Brenda appeared with a Lamborgini and a tower beer, don't know what you call that lol. Anyway, first time trying flaming larmborgini after that the kick came and after the beer, it was heaven LOL. Then some drinkings and i was lying on the sofa LOL. damn weak!! -_-||

17/06 - Saturday

Celebrated my birthday at dis-cussion. Darling jO's pub. Had lots of fun too except that after afew drinks i felt damn bloody cold and don't know why lol. So i avoided most drinks LOL> hahahaha =X Sky and Jervis bought me a nice gift, guess what. A bottle of Chivas -_- and i kept it at home haha. Jason bought me a bottle of Jim Bean. Damn i love these bottles, thanks alot guys. Overall i enjoyed my birthday! Finally 18 hahha =p

And i'm excited to go bintan again this thursday, can play my "go-kart" again xD
My mum, younger sis, elder sis and bro in law sent me the birthday msg at the same time, sweet of them hahha. And i received mass birthday sms, didnt get to reply all, coz was quite drunk at the start lol. Thanks alot guys, i love you all!

<3 LOVES.

I don't feel happy =/

2006-06-16T12:45:00.000+08:00

2 days to my birthday.. Ville666 celebrated my birthday for me once and was the happiest birthday of all. All at my house drinking, mahjong, playing cards, slacking and chatting about everything.

Man i missed those days. Really miss the company of ville666. Today my elder sis will help me celebrate with some good buddies out there, hope i'll enjoy myself bah. Then tmr will just go dc with some good frenz and drink heh.

Don't know why recently i'm not enjoying myself and haven't been smiling at all. I haven't really get to be happy no matter what i do, and i am just stuck at home for days i guess.

sigh nvm. hope it'll be a nice birthday afterall. i wish.

Love is?

2006-06-05T04:09:00.000+08:00

Is all about letting your beloved one to do what she likes or to do what she wants.

I took so long to understand what love is all about. It's already till the extent that i've been letting go and not trying to pull it back. I've been encouraging everytime, and tho it's bleeding inside of me everytime i have to encourage what she wants to do, but in the end when i see a smile; i smile too.

Caring and encouraging has been my habit for very long, and i just didn't realised it until i let it out and all my feelings out at once. After letting it out, i regretted. It isn't as normal as before and i don't been to be able to care/encourge/ or even to ask about her and ask about whats happening to her like before. Everything seems not normal at all.

Your smile is the only thing i can motivate myself for moving on from now. As long as i see the smile from your heart, i know everything i do is worth it. Worth it for me to bury my feelings deep within me and never to let it out again, and move on. We're still gonna be like before?

I have to seriously try to smile more from now on. I haven't been smiling for damn long, and received so many comments that i should smile more. Thats the way i should live from now onwards.

I'll daydream while closing my eyes thinking that there will be a day someone will replace you and not to think of you.

Dungeon

2006-06-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

After not sleeping for 27hrs or so, my sister dragged me up from bed and got me to a ktv pub at club street.
Dungeon, Jasmine is working there now most of the nights now after her spa i guess. Hmm was quite some fun yesterday except that i was mostly playing my pool lol. Killing noobs or getting killed like a noob? i guess i was slaughtered like a noob in the start LOL.
They were playing some slapping game -.-

I sang only one song. " Lian ai pin lu " with jasmine then carried on playing pool all the way lol.
After that we met up with mummy at geylang lorong 17 to eat our dim sum with younger sis, was around 2am i guess, had alot of food and we went home. Younger sis going off to malaysia with her school, so she requested to eat supper together. Enjoy the trip meimei =D

Guess nothing much ler, i think my monitor is getting distorted by don't know what, it'll just go mad suddenly and i'll just blame it on the fucked up neighbour that keeps drilling holes. zzzzz
mad fucker keep drilling when i'm sleeping so soundly.

a post for myself.

2006-06-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

i stayed up awake the whole night finding informations and reviews about restaurents and places where there's nice food and ambience. Scouted for the whole night and found one. was kinda excited whether my plans will make a person happy and went round asking and asking for suggestions on places.

Planned about stuffs and had in mind where to go etc, but cancelled in the end i guess.

Disappointed will be the word to describe it. There was once like that the other time back then, and was worried what was going on, but this time should be different i guess.

Never mind, it's all me. heh.

guess this post will stop here. back soon.

I carry it in my heart ( Poem )

2006-06-01T09:23:00.000+08:00

I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I'm never without it
anywhere i go, you go, my dear
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling
I fear no fate, for you are my fate; my sweet
I want no world, for beautiful you are my world, my true
here's the deepest secret no-one knows;
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of the tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope, or mind can hide
Is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart.

SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FOR FREE

2006-06-01T06:18:00.000+08:00

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

who holds your hand in front of his friends.

wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

happy?

2006-06-01T05:20:00.001+08:00

i guess i'm happy in every stuffs i'm doing.

In the LONG RUN, i'll sure be happy for everyone and for all, but deep down for now, i'm crying inside. let the tears flow within my blood and never fall off my cheeks pls.
i'm bleeding inside all over now, god i need someone to stop it and i've got no1 to fall back on but to be strong and move on, i still have to support/encourage and i cannot fall. i will never fall.

i'll be the one to stop my own tears from flowing inside of me, and to stop the bleeding myself.

sigh.

pondered.

2006-05-31T05:26:00.000+08:00

after pondering, it's better for me to forget about myself, forget about all hah.

i just wanna say i'm noob okay =D

noob jovi LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

aahhaha laughing sia LOL =D

Dilemma

2006-05-30T06:51:00.000+08:00

I'm in a dilemma now, stucked in a whirlpool of thoughts and doubts.

After 1 same question from different friends, i became confused and has been contradicting myself. sigh. Everyone asked me the same thing, but i just don't wanna think about it. I'm happy as it is now and i don't demand nor deserve more.

I just want it to stay as it is.

gone.

Been out

2006-05-25T08:47:00.000+08:00

Was out all the while, went dis-cussion these few days and around somewhere in town heh.
Discussion quite a nice place, except that too many ahbengs -_-. Well, i enjoyed singing my songs and having afew drinks as usual. jO started working at dis-cussion couple days back, so will be supporting and finding her at discussions =D

Went momo yesterday and was kinda disappointed, as the songs weren't as great as expected. I bet liquid's songs can own momo anytime. LOL. So, may not be going back momo for awhile until i hear some good feedback. It was nice to dance there as the dancefloor ain't as packed as in liquid and double'o. Thumbs up for the environment, and maybe the dJ got pms or what and spinning lousy songs. -_-

My keyboard got all screwed up and went mad just now when wanted to play maple with jO, Zzzz it was typing crap when i hit 1 button. All of the functions got screwed up just because i spilled water over it LOL. Had to unscrew and dismantle the whole keyboard just to dry it Zzz.

Hmm, been having some nightlife activities these few days, and feeling tired all over i guess. Will stop here.

gONEeeeeeeeee.

Hopeless.

2006-05-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

I failed as a son. I failed as a student, i failed as a human.

If my Maths I resit paper is going to fail, i'll have to re-module the maths I before going in to my degree year.

Now, i just got back my semester II results, Results for Accountings II, English II, Maths II, Economics II.
As follows :

Accounting II : B
English for Tertiary Studies II : B
Economics II : B
Mathematics II : F

FUCK F AGAIN. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I STUDY THIS FUCKIN MATHS, I JUST FAIL. FUCK IT. seriously, hope is diminishing and i can slowly see what's ahead of my future, i still have a chance of a resit paper for maths II, but if i fail it again, i'm so fucked and there goes my future.

Not only i have to wait for my Mathematics I resit result to be announced, but also to worry for my Mathematics II resit paper.

HELP ME. WHY IS MATHS JUST SO HARD. i spent almost 3/4 of my time studying maths, and just 1/4 of it studying and preparing economics, english and accounts, and this is what i got.

No more hope and morale left.

Hurts me to disappoint my mum any further, i broke the news of my lousy maths I resit paper, and she still gave me encouragement and support to re-module, what about my maths II now? sigh. First time feeling so down, and it isn't as if i just neglected my maths revision and took the exam.

gone.

Recap

2006-05-21T03:56:00.000+08:00

Okay, i think i screwed up my maths re-sit paper, and it's kinda disappointing and sad. Forever screwing up maths paper. Gawd, i studied for it and it turned out like this. Well it's not the expected but, Zzzz probably got to work extra harder the next round, i hope there is still chance for me.

So, saturday is a nice day! Slept all the way until 5:30pm :p hahah. Met jasmine at around 7:30 after her work. Nice spa i guess at bugis, but haven't actually went up and see. ahaha. Walked to different areas man, and damn those cinemas are just fooling the both of us!!! It's like we queued for so long at tiong bahru gv, and the lazy said no more tickets for both time slots, and we're like -_-. So we went to great world, and queued for awhile, until we saw a piece of paper stating "No more seats for 8+ 9+ 10+ " -_________________-
Then headed for kfc, and this senior lady telling me "no more" for everything that i was odering lOL. So unlucky man, but in the end, still quite okay. haha. After that waited at great world taxi stand for an hour, before my sister called and ask if i could go down to the pub myself. =/ Waited 1hour for nothing and i was still afraid of calling and disturb them lOL -.-" Heh, kinda on a chill-out mood today i guess. Drank only 1 cup =x and didn't drink anymore =D

Back homE! And my bed is calling me :>

so, i needa go accompany my bed for now, and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

hope this entry doesn't bore you guys =S (Below will be a joke for you guys!)

____________________________________________

AN ENGINEER IN HELL-------------------An engineer dies and reports to the pearly gates. St. Peter checks hisdossier and says, "Ah, you're the engineer -- you're in the wrong place." So the engineer reports to the gates of hell and is let in.

Pretty soon, the engineer gets dissatisfied with the level of comfort inhell, and starts designing and building improvements. After a while,they've got air conditioning and flush toilets and escalators, and theengineer is a pretty popular guy.

One day God calls Satan up on the telephone and says with a sneer,"So,how's it going down there in hell?" Satan replies, "Hey, things are going great. We've got air conditioningand flush toilets and escalators, and there's no telling what thisengineer is going to come up with next."

God replies, "What??? You've got an engineer? That's a mistake, he shouldnever have gotten down there, send him up here." Satan says,"No way! I like having an engineer on the staff, and I'mkeeping him."

God says, "Send him back up here or I'll sue."

Satan laughs uproariously and answers, "Yeah, right....and just where areYOU going to find a lawyer?"

If you get this joke, lawyers are all sent to hell lOL. no offence, it's just for laughs..!

Horoscopes.

2006-05-18T02:04:00.000+08:00

I found this on melody's blog! my jiemei. hahaha and i'm gonna post it.

Quite true on the readings. I'm Gemini..!

::GEMINI::
>Nice.
>Love is one of a kind.
>Great listener
>Very Good in bed.
>Lover not a fighter, but will still punch your lights out.
>Trustworthy.
>Loud.
>Talkative.
>Outgoin
>Very forgiving
>Loves to make others laugh
>FREAK in the sheets
>Tries new things twice
>Great dancer
>Awesome kisser

lOL.

Drinking

2006-05-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

Thursday! 11/05 :

Went drinking at marina south, and drank beer! OMG crap drink. Called darlinG jOanna, but and she said gonna call back, but when i call back she never answer!!! !!!! ahaha, anyway after playing some games there, we left that place in 30mins and went tanjong pagar, an underground pub there. The guys were drinking like mad lOL, all playing and shooting out smoke from exhaust at one another LOL. then when we reached there, there were like 12 of us playing games agaiN! I was asked to start first, and damn suay lor, were playing "up-down" with cards and the first card was a queen. I shouted, "down" and another queen came out, i had to drink half. Then i shouted down again, Another queen come. had to drink, so i shouted down again, another queen come. @*&%!^&. this time, i didn't believe in unluckyness, so i shouted down again. and a king appeared. mother fucker. LOL. Knew 2 friends over there, Jasmine and Cyndi, both were very sweet girls. finally there's peepos that are around my age lOL and not so small boy over there. Jasmine is 19, and cyndi 20. Went home after that and chatted with jasmine on phone, kinda nice chatting with her.. easy going girl and very matured. Girls who are matured are the best. I realised that we both know 1 girl lOL. singapore's so small man.

Friday! 12/05 :

LOL Jasmine said before she put down the phone "Who wake up first, who will ring the other person" And i woke up at like 12pm, but i knew she'll still be sleeping, so i called her at like 4pm, no answer and left a msg at 5pm. Guess what, she replied and told me she just woke up, and that was like 9pm LOL And we were supposed to go town and catch a movie lOL, but guess she's tired and abit lazy ahah, she stays at Jurong. omg another 1 that loves to sleep ahahha! Okay, was actually wanting to go double'o with Jamie , but when reached there, saw June, and she told me that there's a anniversary for double'o and only guest list can enter, but didn't want to trouble anyone just to get in, so me and Jamie went tanjong pagar pub, called "Las Vegas" A pub that we frequent there, ahha friendly peeps there and quite fun. Originally there was only me and Jamie, but i called Jason to come along and have fun too, glad he came, my brother! hahaa! Played some games and i got all high, probably drank too much the day before. lol. Me and Jamie opened 1 Martell first and didn't finish it, i couldn't drink as i felt uncomfortable drinking too much on thurs. So we left the place at like 2pm and i headed to coffee club with jamie at town, and we ordered drinks and some desert lol. Ate and chatted about anything, mainly all about clothes and shopping LOL i can chat alot about shopping man. ahaha! Chatted until like 4 and we headed home, stayed quite near me at Shunfu there, next time we can go drinking with sister and bros again ahha.

Time to update on myself.

2006-05-01T07:36:00.000+08:00

Really very sick these few days, haven't been sleeping well. It's like waking up every 1 hour either shivering or sweating.

Ok, well i broke up with my gf, and i will not elaborate much further on it. I can only say that we broke up peacefully and can still remain as friends.
I'm having my 4-months holidays now and i'm not enjoying it at all with this sickness -_-

So, this is what i did on thursday - sunday :

Thursday 27/04
Went double'o with Daniel and Gabriel. Got to know 4 new friends over there! Florence, Angela, Jayce, Magdalene. Was rather fun that night playing games and dancing the through the whole night! =D After that, Jayce drove magdalene,daniel and I to newton and had our supper, then went to watch dvd after that. Was fun knowing you guys!

Friday 28/04
Double'o again? lOL. This time we went after a class gathering. There's lots of us like gab,jos,emy,my,zani,jos's gf, qingyi, mtt, and mtt's 2frens. Asked Gwen if she was coming, and surprisingly she went down with her friends. The dancer that i like to dance with hahaha j/k. So, i'm gonna have a new classmate soon this august 28th? Gwen's gonna join in and i guess the class will get more lively! HAH =D

Saturday 29/04
Was sleeping all the way and darling jOanna called me at 6pm -.-! asking if wanna meet up but she heard my sleepy voice, so she said will call me back. =x Actually woke up at like 9pm and headed down to cinileisure to find her. Was rather moody that day, but my darling jO still brightens up my day after that =) Watched movie, "The Wild" And that was the first time i nearly fell asleep while in the wild =x Overall as what darling said, singaporeans don't enjoy jokes and do not understand them at all. lOL hands down!

Sunday 30/04
FAMILY DAY! Surprised that i actually spend this day with my family? lol too used to have dinner outing with family on sunday. could have went town to join daniel, or either go double' o with friends, as monday is a labour day? but damn being sick is just like getting your body totally screwed up. lOL so in the end i slept at 8pm =)

end. i know the above post bores readers, but bear with it =D

Confused, doubting myself = fucked up

2006-04-24T08:30:00.000+08:00

I just don't feel like myself for the past few days.

Things are happening and at a speed that i couldn't take it. Argh, i didn't like blogging about my feelings, as i always feel that it'll bore readers to death, but this time i really can take it no more.

Been like clubbing at double'o at thursday, friday and went to town on saturday at like 1am?

So to recap, thursday was fun with my classmates especially my brothers Daniel, Gab and Joseph =D
Thanks guys for taking care of me when i was like drunk -_-

Friday? man, i feel lost and confused after that day. sucks for me, and i'm really so confused now. Damn it, i really feel like hiding up all my feelings and my thoughts in a closet and bomb it away. Sigh.
Am i wrong to start all these or am i a plain sucker that digs his way through and court for trouble? Really tired and i'm still facing my major and most troublesome paper that's maths paper on thursday. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!

THIS SUCKS TO THE CORE AND GETTING STUCK IN A CONTRADICTION IS AS GOOD AS SCREWING UP EVERY PART OF ME. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!